This is officially the coldest day ever... and for some stupid reasons, my friends and I decided to go to a club – we waited for like 30 minutes in the goddamn cold, and once we got into the club, it took me another 30 minutes to recover (so not worth it!!)
I dreamt of a fever
One that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart
With heat to melt these frozen tears
Burned with reasons as to carry on
Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
But I swear that I would follow anything
If it would just get me out of here
But you get six months to adapt
Then you get two more to leave town
And in the event that you do adapt
We still might not want you around
But I fell for the promise
Of a life with a purpose
But I know that that's impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm
And to kill selected memories
Cause I just can't think anymore about that
Or about her tonight
And I give myself three days to feel better
Or I swear I'm driving off a fucking cliff
Cause if I can't learn make myself feel better
How can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
And I scream for the sunlight
Or a car to take me anywhere
Just get me past this dead and eternal snow
Cause I swear that I'm dying
Slowly but it's happening
And if the perfect spring that's waiting somewhere
Just take me there
Just take me there
Just take me there
And say, and lie to me and say and lie to me and say
It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right
That pretty much sums up what I felt/thought of the entire day!
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